Today has been a long day or so it seems....I feel like it should be Thursday any day later then Tuesday but its not. I worked tonight which was good (getting money is always good) which means more money I could put away for a plane ticket to see my sister mere and for Romania trip this summer (which hopefully I will be able to go on with my daddy). After a long day, or any day I love and try to read right before I go to bed because Ive discovered I sleep better and go to sleep faster if I end my day reading the Bible!
Well like Ive said before I am reading or trying to read the Bible in a year and there are a few days Ive missed but Im trying to catch up. Well todays reading is about (OT) the regulations for the deceased, mildew in homes, and diseases, (NT) The Lord feeding the 5,000 and then him walking on water (which is prolly one of my all time favorite Bible stories). The Psalms for the day is what i want my life here at college to be like... (Psalm 40:1-10) What really hit me was stating at verse 9: "I proclaim righteousness in the great assembly, I do not seal my lips, as you know O Lord. I do not hide your righteousness in my heart; I speak of your faithfulness and salcation. I do not conceal your love and your truth from the great assembly."
Now this may not be the correct context for the verse but when I read it, it made me think of what I want to do on my campus...I dont want to conceal my lips I want to share Gods word...I want people to hear of Gods love and truthI want to be used...I want the Lord to use me. That reminds me of multiple stories in the Bible where people heard God calling them and they simply said, "Here I am", "Your servant is listening", "Send me." I want to say those words but I want to mean them when I say them. I dont want to say those words and then the Lord tells me where to go or, what to say, and then be like thats to hard, I cant do that, I dont want to go there... I simply want to say YES, OK, I WIll GO, I WILL SAY. I want to be light on my campus, I WANT TO BE USED!
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